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Hi guys (all the imaginary readers since no one reads this utter nonsense, sorry excuse for a blog)

I'm actually writing up a post since, well, forget it, who cares?

Anyway things have been shaping up nicely for me so far.

School is over and it's the study week period now.

The study week is a bit of an overkill since it's 4 weeks instead of the usual 1.

That's the only reason I love YOG so much (other than the notorious theme song---insert:sarcastic tone--)

I actually wanted to reveal something.

No one probably knows this about me since I hide quirks about me so well.

I'm actually a bit of a worrier.

I'm not sure about it yet but it probably have to do with me being a self-diagnosed Obsessive compulsive disorder.

I worry about stuff.

Well, you may ask, what's the big deal about that?

I worry about small stuff. Irrational worry about the most improbable scenarios.

An example is when I leave my house and halfway down the stairs, I go all the way back up just to check that the door is closed. I want to add that I'm really really sure that I've carried out the said deed.

Anyway this becomes a problem in school. Especially during assignment submission. Even though I hand in assignments, and I remember seeing myself handing it in, I often doubt myself and worry it all day and sometimes, all week.

This worry can sometimes eat me up and consume my thinking pathways until that's the only thing I'm thinking about.

I got this thing under control though, don't worry.

The only way to stop worrying in my case is to talk to myself.

Scrap that. To debate with myself.

Go point in point, what makes me worry in the first place and why I believe this is irrational.

It works. Talking to yourself. Try it

So there, a sneak peek into my ordinary uninteresting mind.

I'll definitely try to post more since I have a renewed hunger for this blog posting, even though no one cares about it.

Cya later!!!!